• joeljoelle@piefed.world
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    16 hours ago

    I’ve thought about all sorts of horrible things I’d never even contemplate actually doing. I’m sure I’m not alone.

    • BartyDeCanter@piefed.social
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      13 hours ago

      Absolutely, there’s a huge difference between thinking about doing something and then letting the thought go compared to doing anything on the path to actually doing it.

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      13 hours ago

      I often used to have intrusive violent or sexual thoughts about strangers I’d see out in the world. They were unwanted and I found them horrifying, and of course would never do anything like that to anyone. Medication eventually helped.

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        12 hours ago

        That sounds a bit scary, glad you found some relief. Yeah the key thing is self control and of course recognizing they are bad in the first place. Mine are fairly random, like my brain just likes to remind me what horrors the human mind is capable of for some reason.