Draw it yourself, there are tutorials and tools out there. Trace a photo if you have to. Or make it by stacking simple shapes if you’re not confident in that. It will look SO much brighter and creative if you put even the barest amount of human effort into it.
What about those kids? You can only divide your attention so much… And the world we live in? I wouldn’t wish it on anyone let alone willingly bring someone into it. Fuckin’ breeders…