That’s totally fair. It is very trying times for a lot of people, more so I’m sure for the victims of imperialism. I try to hold onto hope about it and remember that we are part of what makes change happen, not just the inertia of things. But I am also personally just tired a lot and sometimes probably sound more hopeful in words than I actually feel. The pain of not growing up with much of a sense of community is something that drives me to try, but it also leaves me feeling more isolated and dismayed than I would probably otherwise be.
So yeah, I don’t know. I wish I could be like, “Look over here though, we’re getting wins” maybe just cause I wish I could be boosting moral or something idk.
That’s totally fair. It is very trying times for a lot of people, more so I’m sure for the victims of imperialism. I try to hold onto hope about it and remember that we are part of what makes change happen, not just the inertia of things. But I am also personally just tired a lot and sometimes probably sound more hopeful in words than I actually feel. The pain of not growing up with much of a sense of community is something that drives me to try, but it also leaves me feeling more isolated and dismayed than I would probably otherwise be.
So yeah, I don’t know. I wish I could be like, “Look over here though, we’re getting wins” maybe just cause I wish I could be boosting moral or something idk.